You know. . .

what I miss right now?

Doing my own work. Writing. Feeling inspired to be a researcher. Making progress. Attempting to publish, or at least dreaming of doing it one day.

Exercising. Eating well. Watching Glee. Watching NCIS. Talking on the phone with friends and family who are many, many miles away.

 Feeling like I have a life. . .Feeling settled. Feeling anything remotely positive for a sustained amount of time. Not feeling overwhelmed. Or cynical. Or as though I’m a bad teacher.

Blah. Blergh, even.